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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Don't you get it?

I guess you can say I'm bored. I feel like I should blog now before it gets too late later & I will soon forget >< . I'm currently reading The Notebooks of Malte Laurids Brigge for my Com3 class. It talks a lot about death O.O . Anyways, I actually woke up for my class today ^_^ . Slept from 5am-1pm (: Class from 2-4, then went back home & cooked myself some steak & rice. I just finished my Fuze drink. oh soo yummy. I still got my Giant Bar of Hershey's Symphony Creamy Milk Chocolate Almonds & Toffee Chips. This is the BEST ! Just try it ^_^ .

I guess I can say my statuses, info, profile, blogs, WHATEVER, is meant for certain people or a person to read. I'm not sure even sure they even read or notice any of these. It doesn't matter, it's just a place for me to express my emotions even if they notice or not. As long as I attempted to put out a message out there. Sometimes it just gets the attention of the wrong people, and they interpret it differently. I can't blame them cause I sure did not explain to them cause it's not for them. Duh. ^_^ Poems, messages, and everything I've done was meant for You and/or Him, or even Them. I don't know. My mind's going coocoo =P Do You not realize these emotions in my heart? Footprints. Think footprints. How the hell did I get footprints? Cause You stomped all over me after I allowed you to enter. And as for You, Sir, can't you see these other emotions/feelings? It just gives me the butterflies. Gotta give up cause no point in trying. It's illegal. & Oh I did not forget about You, oh you're just simply wonderful. Who else did I forget? You, you and of course YOU! Always making sure I got a smile on my face. Thank you. . . I miss these moments. . of . . I'm not even quite sure. I'm just missing something, or someone, or some. . .-_- Am I Emo ? LOL I'm pretty sure a lot of other people out there are thinking about random thoughts also, but refuse to blog about it ^_^ You know why? Cause it's PERSONAL. It's all in the heart, and that's what attracted me. Yea you! You attracted me with your great Heart, sense of humor, and your physical appearance (: & Much much more about You, you and you of course. Okay I'm done with this confusing blog (:

Back to my reading. . .

Yummy ^_^



Another Night of Misery

I'm pretty sure the time date on this blog says Tuesday Oct 27th right? Well I consider this as a Monday Oct 26th NIGHT blog (: Yep I'm up doing my essay. Need 4-5 pages & i got about 3? Not bad.

I slept at 5am last night cause I could NOT FALL ASLEEP! I TRIED. . .& I woke up around 4pm >< I missed both my Mat16c and my Com3 class. .  Sighs. I can only miss Com3 three times & I already missed 2! One more and I get an F for participation...Anyways, I woke up & cooked myself...Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner at 5pm LOL. . I only had 1 meal today >< I'm still wide awake. This is considered probably the evening to me now, haha. I watched One Tree Hill tonight ^_^ Found out that Nathan is NOT the father of that B*TCH RENE! =P I <3 One Tree Hill.

I am so behind in school. Pass 1 is coming up! It just practically HIT ME that this quarter is almost over and I gotta do better! I'm hoping to get into Bis2a, Nut10, Uwp1 and Phy7a next quarter (: & If I got time, maybe a hiphop  & volleyball class? :D I gotta start working out . . cause I live literally 5 minutes away from the ARC. Haha. They're not offering Che2c winter quarter :[ I need it in order to take Ochem118 series! UGH. I need to make an appointment with an adviser about my major & nursing prerequisites ^_^.

If i take a picture of my desk right now, you will see a giant bar of chocolate & a Fuze drink EMPOWER Pomegranate Acai Berry (: It's SO GOOD. i<3 my desk. It's all PINK =D. I can't stop thinking about HALLOWEEN weekend! No plans! Except frat party on Thurs night, but that's it >< I wanna make use of my costume yanno. Spent $40 ! But what to do on Friday & Saturday :[ . . .

Okay I'ma go back to my essay and get it done early so I can TRY to sleep ><

Burgers & Brew SOO GOOD!!!



What is this weird feeling?
Reminiscing about the past and what used to be
Good and bad times come and go
I got these footprints in my heart
What am I supposed to do?
How can I get rid of these mixed emotions?
Pieces of my heart are taken away. Torn apart.
Damaged. Impossible to fix.
I am not completely satisfied with this Life.
What will it take to make This Girl happy again?
Confusion hits me hard...

iMiss. . <3


Sunday, October 25, 2009

Nothing But Distractions

I knew was I was going to wake up late today! Which i did...3pm WOW! I slept at 5am last night that's why. Well, I just cooked some Lunch+Dinner around 4pm & ate "Linner" =P Watched some television until 7pm or so? Was supposed to do homework because I got a LOT of reading to do. Ate some cookies Tiffany made (: They're so good with milk =P. I've been on the computer since. I'm reading and checking FB, email, xanga, music. . .so many distractions can't you tell? :] Tiff &Patty went to the Library to do homework. So studious (: Well I shall get back to reading The Ego and the Id. It's by Sigmund Freud and he thinks boys love their mothers in a sexual way :o.

I can't believe the weekend's already over. I did nothing but sleep, eat, and stare at the TV & comp screen. Sighs. I realized I got a cut on my finger. I think it was from Mochi's bite >< Ouch. I still have to put up my clothes in the closet cause I forgot to last night >< Tiff & I went to Safeway twice! Haha. Around 1am, then again at 3am? Cause we were that bored. We even cooked some fried rice ^_^ Okay I'ma REALLY get back to my reading now. <3<3<3

Look how much she grew!

 
She's the size of his palm!



Now she's the size of...my belly LOL


Saturday, October 24, 2009

Sleeping all day!

Last night, I went over to Babe's place & stayed up til 4am cause of Laundry ><. Woke up around 3pm & ate an Omelet < however you spell it...=D We cleaned Mochi & Truffle's cage & bathed them ^_^ They smell like fresh Lavender! I napped again from 6-7 & then ate dinner. Did nothing until 9pm then Babes drove me back to my apartment. Thee housemates & I went to Safeway & then Shawn's place. I didn't bring my wallet on purpose so I won't spend any more money. Haha! I wanted Jelly Beans :[ . Now I'm home, blogging about my boring day. About to put my clothes in my closet &. . . paint my nails  =D. . then hopefully do some homework tonight. Hehe.
Here are some pictures of Mochi & Truffles from today :]

 


Friday, October 23, 2009

Hello Weekend ^_^

It's a Friday night and I'm home at Davis. LOL Last night I slept around 4am & woke up at 7am >< Went to 2 classes today. Got back to my apartment & napped from 12-4pm . ^_^ My sleeping schedule is so messed up. Oh well..Just stayed home the rest of the day cooking, watching TV, and now I'm about to shower & head over to Babe's place to do laundry.. Sigh. Such a boring Friday night. I hope tomorrow will be more exciting. I bought a Hello Kitty Tee from the Corral @ the MU today (: So cute for my PJs :D Okay buhbyes <3
Mochi would make so much $ from advertisements ^_^ Dont'cha think?



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